Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Blah Blechhh Bloooghhh

I have been stuck in a pit of inability to move. I am trying to figure out why but it's hard. I have so many things I need to do. A quick contract project (a days work for 750 bucks), fixing up things at the house, selling or getting rid of things, reading divorce for dummies... and other things like exercising... and yet I have had no movement for the last two weeks.

I kind of think the problem is that I know this is going to open up a total shit show in my life. I know it is necessary and good... but also part of me knows it is going to be full of pain and suffering for everyone involved for a period of time. After that everything will hopefully come together and everyone will be a lot happier. So subconsciously I am avoiding doing anything. Consciously too.

Hopefully I can get over this rut and stop fucking myself.

On the good side I have been playing 50 pics with Carmel. No you perv Grouchie not dick pics. We have been exchanging pictures of our respective cities and interesting things. I kind of enjoy it. I will post a few pictures I have taken when I get home. A few people have told me that a couple of my pictures are fantastic.. and this is just with an iPhone camera... I may have to get the photo bug like Astin.

One thing I like about the exchange is instead of walking around Boston with my head down I am looking around and trying to see if I can see a new vantage point or something that strikes me. This is very good for my outlook on life I think.


Blogger Josie said...

A couple of the pics are BREATHTAKINGLY BEAUTIFUL.

12:11 PM

Blogger Astin said...

Pick the smallest task and do it. Then before you sit your ass down, do the next smallest task. Repeat until you feel a sense of accomplishment. Because you know the smallest task is some shit like putting your socks in the laundry basket, or tightening a screw on the toilet seat or something.

As for photos - get 'em up! Also, a tip for wandering a city like Boston - look up.

1:28 PM

Blogger KenP said...

Astin's tip to look up works for other things in the current situation.

You really amaze me at what I see as substantive progress. Yeah, it is kinda like tear off scabs but it helps the healing.

Stay the course!

1:55 PM

Blogger Carmel said...

I love the photos. It's so much fun for me to find new stuff to photograph.

7:29 PM

Blogger grrouchie serge said...

There are only so many ways to snap a photo of a small unit sir, so 50 dick pics would actually be more like 50 of the exact same pick....
Oh - one with hair and one without
Look, I gave myself a mustache here - a goatee here....
this one is posed with my glasses...

Why immediately think that I'm the perv out of all your readers? Oh that's because we're so fucking alike it's the first thing you'd think of :)

Carry on my wayward son!

10:46 AM


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