I got a cuff at CVS so I could take my pressure at home. I figured it was still in the 90-range. Last night it was back up at like 150/110. Not good. This morning was 130/95... I dunno. I can feel when it's getting high now I think.. or maybe I am delusional more than usual... but I feel like my temples get achy and can feel the pressure rising. Not fun at all.
I think things are going to change soon. The universe is giving me a kick in the ass. I have been really worried about making my son switch schools... but my wife is going to take him out of his school anyway. At least if I force things to change I might be able to do something to keep him with his friends.. or maybe that is a lost cause... perhaps some adversity will be good for him? I dunno. It's all just a fucking mess and not doing anything is not helping.
I have my doctors appointment Sept 19th... so after that I will get some mental and legal advice and see how to proceed.