I am becoming a regular Bruce Jenner. I cut my average mile down to 10.5 on last nights run. If you remember a week ago I was doing a 11:16. It appears that my training is paying off and my endurance is getting better. A chunk of that time is probably because I can do a really fast last lap too.. I have been trying to push myself at the end a little and it seems to be working.
I am still trying my grazing eating thing. Not sure if it is doing anything as I am still stuck at the 174-177 range of weight. It does kind of make you see how disconnected to eating we can become though. Normally I would basically skip breakfast, gorge for lunch, and gorge for dinner. Now I actually kind of have to figure out if I am hungry and get a snack. Often times eating a snack triggers my hunger response which is kind of weird. I really have no point here except that hunger and eating are pretty disconnected at times.
Poker is like making me so pissed off. I really do not want to play. I have been taking a break. I just get so fucking pissed off because the idiot fucking assholes with their one out always seem to get there. It is fucking amazing. Like why have any skill in a game if it's all going to come down to some motherfucker trying to hit his 4 outs or better.
Omaha is even more fun. I mean why play hands like AAKQ DS when some fucktard is going to call your raise with 28K6 no suit, and flop is going to come K6 two of my suit... and he is going to jam all in and you miss your 10 bazillion outs for the fucking ninetieth time. Even expert advice from guys like Bayne sucks. I mean why jam AA2KDS in NL08 when some retard with 339Q is going to call and scoop the fucking pot not once, not twice, but three times in a single tourney. I mean give me a fucking break. It is just so retarded sometimes. Makes me so angry. Peace.